Lost Faith.

As if many didn't think I was cynical or pessimistic enough. Got back from court trying to get in writing a plan where my daughter spends time with my parents and I stay in contact with my daughter. To find out my ex felt I should not have any contact, her lawyer agreed and the judge did not care and pushed me off months out while I am gone to maybe give my parents one day a month for contact. Thank God there were laws in place for military members to stay in touch with their kids. Again the systems proves to me it doesn't work and doesn't have to be followed. Prisoners get to see their family more often than I will. Doesn't exactly surprise me as the judge on my case has shown in the past a bias towards fathers. But not just the judge, but the whole system. My daughter is being taken care of by a bipolar person and a person whom was accused of sexual abuse by my ex and still the system doesn't care. They are more concerned in writing down lies by my ex as true facts in bogus mediation reports. Got to keep these lame county "wanna be" psych techs sucking off the government. It bothers me far too much to hear my daughter every so often say that her grandpa is not allowed to change her. Yet my ex sees nothing wrong with her being under his care even when she told me of the abuse and confirmed by another person. Amazing! I will no longer continue to serve my country after my contract is up. Sad but that is what I am shown. Serve, sacrifice for what? The corrupt broken system we so hard go out and defend. I am sorry, I am done and I haven't even started. With this attitude and worry over my head I go out to help Marines, Sailors, Soldiers and Airmen in their medical needs so they can get home quickly and safe.

Courts continue to favor in the side of mothers and in my case military citizens and children suffer by loosing contact. Then we wonder where the Dad is. Where? He is too busy paying lawyers and wasting time waiting for trials to come up to be a Dad. Why do the females have all the rights automatically? Even with proof of mental condition, substance abuse or not even wanting the child courts still side for the female. Of course years later we wonder what is happening to the kids nowadays. Blame the courts.

On another front I have a friend whom finally lands a job to find out it will cost her money to work. However I am sure she is not alone. This administration keeps claiming lower unemployment numbers which is not true but those falling off is because benefits ended or they had to take a much lower paying job. Some even moving fields. So we are loosing experienced professionals for lower paying non experienced and in many cases not very well trained to conduct many jobs. Imagine the medical field. It will change as so many are replaced by poorly trained workers and the "Affordable Insurance Act" being forced to so many Americans will cause much problems. But all this administration cares is that everyone is paying for insurance thus more money for the firms whom lobby and run government. Will prices go up? They are now and will continue as people will be forced to buy. How constitutional.