Almost Home

A handful of days left to go here and now I really need to get home to deal with legal issues. I saw these coming as I knew my ex would never loose a chance to cause problems and stress. Sadly this time she is making huge false accusations and this has got to stop.

Work is starting to get old and today we got to find out what awards we are given and though I am not surprised I am getting the lowest award. I did see it coming from how this command works. The sub standard work is awarded. Call me stupid for having my hopes up. I would like to decline my award out of principle and for my self being. Without saying much I can say I have done more of the work here than most if not all and no recognition. Sadly this is the new society we live in. I do leave this place knowing I truly worked every area here and got to experience more than most.

"Believing takes practice"

- Madeleine L'Engle

I go home in hopes of seeing Natalia as now sadly it is uncertain how long before I see my daughter. Sadly how a father has to fight so hard to take care and raise his children. Now I can see why so many fathers are alienated. The system tries very hard to cause this and I feel the courts are to blame.

My last few days I have stopped running sadly due to stress and my reading has slowed down. Sleep has become a luxury due to this and work schedule. A time where I was hoping to enjoy my last few days here is not going to be. However I am very proud to have served and done my part for myself. Very few sacrifice themselves and families to serve. We get the lip service but not many truly appreciate and see the sacrifice many put themselves through to serve this country. I have seen men and women of all ages, dads and moms and even grandparents serve. I am proud to see this and be part of the few that serve.