Love, Manhunt, Books, Oh My!

Lately I've been thinking and looking back at the time I wasted being married. Not the being married part but having wasted those years with a person so evil inside. I do like the marriage concept of sharing life with another and having the belief that this other person is there for you forever no matter what. I wish I would have married another person and have given that person my years of sharing. At least I wasn't married as long as some (I feel the picture depicts to me what real love is to its core). I will always have to be aware that this person is the mother of my daughter and have to make sure her bad habits and being are not implanted in my daughter.

Natalia again sick and with an irritation in her left antecubital area and that is becoming a normal thing. Not much I can do as trying to solve this or dealing with her mother is impossible. I was called as now she claims all this is my fault and it is a burn. Making the accusation that I burn my daughter. But this is not new. I've been accused of stuff you can only imagine. Crazy and I sill try to deal with her. I need to learn to just hang up and not deal with this nonsense. I am learning to not even give thought to communicating with her. I hope this drama doesn't scare anyone way. It doesn't get to me.

Natalia loves just hanging out at home and playing and being a little girl. Snow kept us inside most of the time and we cooked and played. Natalia has been wanting to go fishing and I will try to find a fishing pole for her to play with around the house. Can't wait to spring and summer so I can take her out in the woods to play in the ponds. Of course we still have much fun left with winter. One of the great things of living up here is the seasons.

Lately I've been staying at home and wanting to stay at home and not going out. Mainly to save money to buy books. Call me weird, a geek or stupid. These words or any words do not hurt me. So many books to read and many are new and hard to find for "free" online (don't tell the government). It is dangerous for me to go near a bookstore. Not much TV watching as all I've been watching lately is Sons Of Gun (Dear Santa, I want an AR rifle or a 1911 to replace the one I lost in the fire). No video games lately either but I would like to pick up Dead Space 3 and the new Aliens game. Here I posted a picture I came across and it simply speaks for itself.

By know everyone knows of Christopher Dorner and his actions and "manifesto". I highly doubt the manifesto is real in its entirety. Just more anti gun propaganda being planted by the media and government to get us to submit to them. What is crazy is the actions of the police in their hunt for him. The killings made by police being justified by searching for this guy. Amazing! Then they shut down the whole mountain for hours in fear of this. Now talks about drones? Are we crazy? Just a reason to give Obama a way to sign another executive order to have drones flying over the citizens. All good until they start firing at civilians. Make all the fun you want at me but does the word Skynet mean anything to anyone? U.S. Military are not to point their weapons at any US citizen.

I would like to apologize beforehand on this post. I'm going a little "crackpot" as some may see it. Again feel free to skip this one.

Here are a few articles I came across and would like to share. I know many will not like it or agree. But I will let you read them.

Navy SEAL whom killed Osama is getting screwed by the government >>. This doesn't surprise me but that is the system. He goes back tot he real world and joins the rest of us getting screwed by the government. Plus I sure he will not find an adequate job any time soon.

Congress Destroyed The Postal Service >>. Also think whom will take the place of mail delivery once our current government has gotten rid of it. It will be public service where the government will be allowed to intervene with it and monitor it. No more privacy there. One step closer to socialism and getting rid of that being passed through our current mail system.

Civil War? >> 

Geek News - The movie How The Grinch Stole Christmas will get a remake much like the Lorax did. It will never create the feel of the original. It will miss the narration.

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